Jumaat yg menguji kesabaran..

Assalamualaikum~

Arini, ari jumaat, 5/10/2012.. Today was the day that have tested my emotion and patience up to a certain limit.. I don't want to talk about it too much, afraid it will ignite the anger again in my heart. Sometimes rase stress bile bekerja ngn org, mereka xhargai kite mcm mane kite hargai mereka.. I know I'm not perfect, but at least I've tried to do my best and most importantly, x menyusahkan org esp bile dah last2 minit.. Imagine, u have to put something on hold juz bcoz of someone.. Everytime aku nk buat kerja (especially kerja yg melibatkan org lain), I always remind myself:

Bila kite mudahkan kerja org, insyaAllah Allah akan mudahkan kerja kita

Even dlm hadis Rasulullah pernah ckp;

“Barang siapa melepaskan seorang mukmin dari kesusahan hidup di dunia, niscaya Allah akan melepaskan darinya kesusahan di hari kiamat, barang siapa memudahkan urusan (mukmin) yang sulit nescaya Allah akan memudahkan urusannya di dunia dan akhirat. Barang siapa menutup aib seorang muslim, maka Allah akan menutup aibnya di dunia dan akhirat. Allah akan menolong seorang hamba, selama hamba itu sentiasa menolong saudaranya.” – Imam Muslim

So, a gentle reminder for myself n kawan2 yg bakal berkerja bersama2, xkire anda ni golongan pandai ke, golongan biase2 jek mcm saye ni ke, or ape2 golongan sekali pon, u have ur own role, play ur role as best as u can, without u, the team won't be complete.. analogi dlm kehidupan kite as student pharmacy, without ur part utk any report, the report won't be complete, thus causing u and ur teammates to suffer for ur faults..

Let's complement each other.. =D

The best trip ever, Australia!

May peace be upon you~

Ok, arini da msk 3rd week for this sem as final yr student.. Seriously, rase sgt tua bile borak2 ngn junior, ade yg ckp, "Mesti best kan akak da 4th yr", "Kan dah 4th year, mesti da biase dah drug2 ni" dan sbgnye.. Wahai junior2 ku sekalian, wpon diriku ni da 4th yr, byk mende lg yg xtau.. there are still lotssss of things to be learnt especially during our final yr ni.. mmg xley lari la perasaan cuak nk grad ni.. huhu..

Kla, berbalik pd topik asal, Australia.. it's been 3 weeks since we left Aussie, rindu gile!! hehe.. So, our journey starts at Melbourne dgn half day tour visit tempat2 menarik n ambik gmbr.. seriusly, mesti mat2 saleh kat sane pndg pelik jek kat kitorg sbb kitorg mmg suke sgt amik gambar.. asal ade org kuarkan kamera jek., mesti semua org akan kerumun n posing.. mmg susah la nk amik gmbr solo shot.. haha.. on the first day ni jgkla, ktorg pergi shoppping kt Victoria's market.. brg dye sgtlaa murah.. most of the items are sold in bundle, 5/6 mende for 10aud jek.. tp, memandangkan ni baru 1st day kt aussie, so aku xberani nk shopping byk2 takut nnti xde duit.. so, I juz managed 2 grab souvenirs for my rum8, opal brooch which was supposed to be my mum's (tp dye xnak.. huhu), collared tshirt utk abah and another 2 tshirts.. best gak la bargain kitorg utk brooch 2 berhasil.. drpd 20aud, dpt kurg jd 12.50aud.. hehe.. Best!

Then on the next day, we went to Monash Uni.. It was indeed a very good experience.. We were briefed on the systems used in Monash Uni, whereby every sem dyorg amik 4 subjects ONLY! fuh, totally different from us kat uia.. every sem, mau sampai 7-8 subjects.. huh! then, for the industry subject, students are no thought bout the machine, how it operates etc as we learnt it here, but they learnt on how to formulate a medicine.. As Peter (one of the lecturer) said, pharmacist is not just a drug expert, we are a MEDICINE expert.. that means, kite kna tau not juz on the API, but also the excepients in the formulation. Then, utk train the students, they have a system (more like a game) where u will be given a task to create a tablet by choosing which excipient with the right percentage.. once the tablet da siap, u will perform the QC test; friability test, disintegration test etc and if the tablet is not within the spec, kenalah adjust blk the formula sampai la tablet 2 betul2 within spec.. best kan? by using this, student da xyah g industrial training.. This game is called Pharmatopia.

Next, we learned about MyDispense.. Since Australia is a country with a dispensing right, 80% of the graduated pharmacy students will work as community pmcist.. and again, MyDispense ni is a game where a customer will come to ur pharmacy with a precription, then kite kena cari ubat 2 kat mane, dlm shelf ke, fridge ke, locked cabinet etc, then masukkan ubat dlm basket, pas2 label ngn label2 yg sepatutnyer.. bile da settle, baru bley bg kat pt blk.. Then, kitorg dibawa tour pusing Monash Uni ni.. lab dye lbey kurg cam lab kite la... tp part yg plg best, kt student lounge dye ade microwave and fridge.. syok gile! Lps da abis kat monash, kitorg dibawa berjalan2 oleh student Malaysia kat Monash.. n xsangka, one of them is my sculmate mase kat taiping dulu.. dpt la jejak kasih kejap even kitorg xprnh ckp pon mase kt taiping dulu.. hehe..

a good place to study.. Maybe one day?

shopping at Vic's market, xpuas!

After melbourne, our next destination is sydney.. kt sydney, apart from jln2 naik cruise kat opera house, harbour bridge, shopping kat Paddy's market, Sydney wildlife, kitorg jgk pergi visit Uni of Sydney & Walsh's Village Pharmacy.. kat UoS cam xde ape sgt, except for amik2 gambar sbb bgunan dye sgt klasik n heritage tour..  Kat Walsh's Village Pharmacy, kitorg blaja byk mende n we can see a lot of difference from the retail pharmacy there and in Malaysia.. kt cne, dyorg sgt kreatif & innovative to reach out to the community by organizing a lot of events (events yg xde kaitan ngn kesihatan pon) juz to promote their pmcy.. pas2 ade mcm service kat pmcy 2 mcm sleep apnea, weight management, beauty salon, compounding, joint research with other uni and mcm2 lg.. pas2 kitorg dibwk ke bilik Webster packing, di mane ubat2 ni dipacking utk nursing home.. This type of packing sgt convenient sbb ubat mmg da terasing ikut waktu.. tinggal keje utk nurse bg kt patient utk mkn jek.. 

nilah rupe Webster packing

sydney wildlife!

in front of University of Sydney

done for 1st part.. next gonna be on Wagga Wagga.. another interesting place to visit.. hehe..

p/s: dlm kerancakan PRK ni, kesian tgk calon2 yg teraniaya n dituduh mcm2.. some people only knows how to judge from the outside, and then make various speculations.. rather than throwing accusations, why not get to know him/her personally.. mcm2 perangaila manusia ni.. oh, this Saturday i'm gonna have to be a faci for SEMSAS motivational visit... Wish me luck! Bye!

Bye2 Australia, Welcome back to UIA!

G'day mate! Last week we've spent around 10 days kat Australia visiting school of pharmacy (and of coz jalan2!) at Monash Uni, Charles Sturt Uni and Walsh's Village Pharmacy. It was a very interesting trip indeed and it was really worth it. But of course, good things come with great challenges. That's what occurs to us in the beginning of the journey towards LCCT (xnaik flight lg dah ade halangan!).. Lessons learnt, plan your trip early and carefully.. Plan awal2 tp xfikir btol2 xjadi gak.. cam kitorg yg hampir miss flight to Melbourne gara2 beli tiket bas from KT to KL pagi on the same day of the flight..

Alkisahnye, bas kitorg kol 9pg from KT.. Estimated to arrive Putra at 6pm.. Plan kitorg is, sampai Putra trus gi KL sentral, then naik ERL to LCCT to check in kol 8pm (flight kol 10.30pm).. Tup2, dah takdir yg ditentukan Allah, ari kitorg beli tiket 2 ialah hari org ramai sibuk nak blk ke KL blk lps raye.. Honestly, we never thought about this, sbb kitorg fkr "alah, mesti org sume da blk dah, kan da seminggu raye, jln xjam punyela!".. Turns out, raye kali ni, mostly dapat cuti seminggu.. Tapi, belum pon sampai kawasan yg dirisaukan jem, bas Trans******al buat hal.. dunno what the prob is, tp bas 2 stucked kat bengkel kat kuantan.. kitorg mmg da cuak gile takut termiss flight (burn rm3k kot), carilah pelbagai alternatif and lastly, kitorg decided to get off the bus and rent a taxi from Kuantan straight to LCCT. erm, don't ever ask what the cost is.. klu fikir, baik beli tiket flight trus la.. cepat n berbaloi.. nak dijadikan cite, taxi driver 2 sgt cooperative ngn kitorg n memecut selaju2nye n Alhamdulillah, kitorg sempat sampai kt LCCT 30minits before counter check in ttp.. Fuh! Spnjg perjalanan, mmg xley ddk diam, rase nk nangis pon ade.. Rase bersalah sgt kt kwn2 yg xley nk cek in sbb tunggu kitorg.. Thank you Allah sbb bg kitorg peluang utk menjejakkan kaki ke Australia..

Then, tiba di Melbourne, cuaca mmg sejuk coz we came in the middle of winter.. Sampai2 jek, tourist guide bwk kitorg jln2 and shopping! The next day, the educational part of the trip begin.. We visited Monash University. The facilities there are amazing! Nothing to be compared with University in Malaysia (UIA apetah lg.. ). . Want to know more, wait for the next part! hehe..

p/s: skrg da blk kat uia, so i need to have a good nite sleep in order to have a fresh start for a new semester.. i'm a final year student now! huh, dunno how to act like one, rase cam xckp ilmu je lg nk jadi final year and finally grad.. wish me luck! oh, gambar i'll upload on next part..

It's Suffocating

i'm suffocating..

tired..

my body say: "Why do I have to do all this? Don't u feel tired?"

my mind say: "Oh! Please give me a break!"

but my heart say: "Just go on.. Do what u are supposed to do.. It's your responsibility to do all this.. Just do it and try to have fun with it.."

And of course, body and mind have to follow what the heart says..

and this is where I am now, doing all the job I have to do;

quizzes, just say when and how many topics, I'll bear with it..

society works, just say what u need and I'll prepare it..

coz that's what I do best..

juggling between works and study have never been easy..

Bear with it! :)

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (al-Baqarah: 216)

p/s: sometimes I feel bad coz I can't really say what I want and I can't show what I feel.. oh, can somebody help me how to be strict and nice and make others listen at you at the same time?

Monday Blues

urgh!!!!! dunno why tapi tetiba aku rase xde mood mlm ni.. huhu.. last few days aku rase penat sgt angkut2 brg, ulang alik sports complex-grand hall-mahallah-kop.. alhamdulillah, arini dpt qadha' tido and rehat puas2..

tapi, tetiba jek ptg tadi aku rase cam xde mood.. kurang dopamine and serotonin kot.. last2 call umah nk dgr suare those two beautiful boys:

alih2, bdk ni baru bgn tido n tengah tgk kartun.. of coz la xnk layan aku.. huhu.. seyesly.. tetiba rase nk balik umah main ngn dyorg.. huhu..

fortunately, minggu ni ade 1 jek kuiz (ari jumaat, kire lambat lg la.. hehe..) and ade sehari cuti.. tp, klas agak full gak la.. and this weekend kena jage booth ipha sempena i-Fest kat Megamall.. seems like xley rehat lg lah weekend ni.. tp nk wat cmne, nak merungut pon xley, 2 dah amanah and tanggungjwb Allah bg.. InsyaAllah, klu kite permudahkan urusan org lain, Allah akan permudahkan urusan kite.. kla, nk susun nota utk quiz and bace buku yg beli kat bookfair ri2 utk naikkan mood blk.. oh and btw, pesanan ikhlas utk sesape yg selalu moody, klu tgh2 moody 2, jgn lah lepaskan ke'moody'an anda kat org lain yek, xpsl2 org tu tgh epy tetiba jd down sbb xpsl2 kna marah.. :)

till then,bye!

No Regrets.. :)

Assalamualaikum and hye there!

I'm currently at home for a very short mid semester break which only lasts around 5 days.. While others may have been at home since last Saturday, I was just went back home yesterday and will be going back to Kuantan on this Saturday.. Huaaa.. Cptnye dah kena g blk.. X smpt nak main puas2 ngn those two adorable and naughty boys yg sampai Jumaat mlm nnti..

Why do I went back home late? xde maknenye aku nk blk lmbt klu xde sbb musabab yg sangatlah penting.. klu bley, ari jumaat tghari 2 trus aku naik bas balik umah.. but then, I have to sacrifice bcoz ari Isnin 2 ade visit to PUSPEN Gambang under drug abuse subject.. So, those yg x amik subjek ni bley la blk awal.. for those who didn't know (including me, at first.. :P), PUSPEN a.k.a pusat serenti menempatkan penagih dadah yg sdg menjalani pemulihan.. tmpt ni gak dikenali sbg CCRC (Cure and Care Rehab Centre) whereby penghuni2 dye dmasukkan ke cni atas perintah mahkamah lps kantoi kena tgkp ngn abg polis.. tp kat Gambang ni, penghuni dye terdiri drpd mereka2 yg x menjalankan jenayah berat (rekod bersih selain dadah)..

Alkisahnye, task kitorg kat cne is dgr taklimat dr pihak pengurusan and the most interesting part is, interview penghuni2 kat c2.. at first, cuak gak la sbb kitorg diberitahu kna interview 2 on the spot and 1 student will get to interview 2 person at once.. sesi interview aku ngn 2 penguni 2 sgt menginsafkan and I can see that they really have regretted their wrong doings and determined to turn over a new leaf once they are out of the rehab centre.. They shared their story to me from the moment how they started taking drug (both of them amik ddh sbb pengaruh kwn), how the drugs influence their life and family, how they suffer when they stopped taking the drug, how grateful they are bile msk PUSPEN and also their hope for the future.. I sincerely hope diorg akan kuat smgt bile dibebaskan nnti supaya xterpengaruh blk dgn anasir2 luar.. sbb anything dkt luar 2 bley trigger dyorg punye memory on the drug.. and hopefully they can be a good son, brother, husband and father to their family.. Same2 kite doakan..

So, even kitorg trpaksa blk lmbt semata2 utk pergi visit 2, pengorbanan 2 sgtlah berbaloi sbb this is the only visit yg betol2 membuka mata aku ttg realiti hidup kat luar cne dan memberi 1001 keinsafan dlm diri.. and one thing dyorg smpt pesan kat aku, "Jangan kite hina penagih dadah kat luar cne, kite xtau penderitaan dyorg dan mane tau, mende 2 pon bley jadi kat family kite satu hari nanti.." Nauzubillah.. And alang2 aku tgh ckp psl drg abuse ni, nak promo la kat junior2 (2 pon klu ade yg bace blog aku..), jgn takut amik subjek ni.. don't listen to those ridiculous excuse psl susah nk skor la, dr haniki strict lah.. what more important is the knowledge u've gained.. sgt best sbnrnye blajar drug abuse ni.. even klas 4 jam sehari pon xboring.. :)

Oh, and by the way, the weekend before the visit doesn't went by as the usual weekend where I juz sleep and watch movies, online etc.. Instead, we spent the weekend at Kemaman and it was such a memorable experience.. For this, let's just make the pictures tell u the story..

First stop, Kemaman mini zoo..

Jejak kasih ngn Ikan Naga a.k.a Arapaima which was first found kat visit to FRIM..

Photo session at Jetty Star Cruise

As-Safina Arabian Restaurant.. Good food and great service!

Before naik bot utk tgk Kelip2 kat Sg. Yak Yah

Awana Kijal swimming pool

Tibelah masa merempit..

Naik ATV!! Seyes best!

Batik Colouring kat Cherating

Awana Kijal Golf and Country Resort.. Overall rating: 4 stars.. :P

Upgrade Myself!

Alhamdulillah, last saturday I was given a chance to join "Upgrade Myself Seminar" yg disampaikan oleh psgn suami isteri, Amirul & Elina.. since seminar ni quite interesting n I've gained lots of new knowledge from there, aku nk share la ckit sebyk psl input dr seminar 2.. lgpon pasni kna wat report psl seminar ni nk kna submit kat mdm.. FYI, kitorg actually 'dipaksa' utk pergi seminar ni sbb alasannye nk memenuhkan hall.. nasibla ade mkn free, xrugi la pergi.. so, pagi2 2 dgn perasaan "Ah, malasnye nk g seminar ni.. mesti ckp psl mende same jek.. Mtk2 la cpt abis.. huhu.. " kami meredah hujan jln kaki ke bngunan admin 2.. Yela, standard r tyme weekend kan, nk bermalas2an ckit.. (Padahal everyday pon da bermalas2an.. :P)

"How I do anything is how I do everything"

smpi2 je utk registration, dpt sebijik fail yg cantek ni.. dlm hati aku, "no wonderla byr speaker ni mhl, fail dye ni jek pon dah mhl.." ok, bile da start 2, both of the speakers managed to catch my attention.. everyone pon mcm da bersemgt and participate dlm seminar 2.. meh nk share ckit ape yg kitorg blajar..

1. 6 JARS MONEY MANAGEMENT. ok, yg ni mmg 1st tyme aku tau.. basically, bile kite ade duit (xkisah la pocket money, gaji ke, scholar ke), u have to divide it into 6 parts:

FFA: financial freedom account (bukan free fatty acid ek, hehe..). equal to investment.. yg ni kna allocate 10%.

EDUC: education (10% - nk beli buku ke, fotostat notes etc)

LTSS: long term saving (10%).. SAVING yek!!

NEC: necessities (monthly expenditure- 50%).. ni utk makan minum, beli brg2 keperluan seharian..kirenye u can only spend this much amount, half of what u have!

PLAY!!: 10% je yek utk mende2 lagha: tgk movie, shopping etc..

GIVE: 10% of the money should be given to anyone (nak derma ke, nak bg present kat kwn ke.. as long as u don't take the money..)

insyaAllah dgn care ni, kite xkan cepat kehabisan duit in the middle/end of the sem.. n savings utk mase dpn pon akan bertambah..

2. 5 LOVE LANGUAGE. basically, there are 5 groups of people; quality time (yup, that's me!), words affirmation, physical touch, acts of service and receiving gifts.. ok, let's go one by one.. quality time type of people, they love when someone spends time with them.. they will feel loved and cared.. physical touch suke klu org hug/kiss/pat them/shake hands.. receiving gifts, as the name suggest, suke klu org bg hadiah n they'll appreciate the gifts forever.. word of affirmation kena puji, beri galakan and nasihat setiap mase.. act of service plak is the type yg a little 'bossy', they love when people do something for them e.g cook for them, iron clothes, buatkan assignment.. erk.. so, by knowing in which group your parents, siblings, couples and friends are, you can show them that u care bout them by doing what they love..

3. TIPS TO UPGRADE YOURSELF. dyorg ajar on cmne posture duduk yg btol and how to walk confidently.. n of course, appearance and attitude. they also shared a tips when going for interview, always have eye contact with the person interviewing, especially when u enter the room.. ni based on kak elin's father experience interviewing people for SPA, those yg do not have eye contact when they 1st enter the room are automatically diqualified.. scary, isn't it?

4. BELIEVE. everything u do, believe u can do it.. no matter what other people says, u just have to believe in yourself.

5. STAY POSITIVE. change the bad attitude and negative thoughts into something positive.. everytime u have a negative thoughts in ur mind, say "Thank You for Sharing!" and juz ignore them..

that's all I want to share.. x rugi la join program ni sbnrye.. klu kat luar, program ni sgtlah mahal.. kitorg kire beruntung sbb free of charge, OSC sponsor..

p/s: bile la JPA nk masuk.. makin lambat, makin tinggi angan2 nk beli brg mcm2.. eh, kna apply 6 jars dulu bile dpt duit nnti ni! hehe.. selamat mencuba!

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