Incomplete

Peace be upon you...

Another few months to finish this prp training.. However, i still find myself lacking in many ways.. Sometimes i feel burdened when most of the people say that hpp is a good training place for prp.. Maybe it is me who are not eager and keen enough to find and grab the knowledge.. Im not gonna give any excuses or blame it on others anymore.. Deep in my heart, i sincerely hope that my next posting will be somewhere in my hometown.. Although i met a lot of good friends here which i am grateful for, willing to stay with us for the never ending work, i still feel lonely. A huge part of it is because my family is not here with me. And sometimes i was left alone in weekend with no one to hang out with. So sad, right? Haha.. But i'm not saying that i want to marry soon, ok.. Hopefully i can survive this loneliness for another few months.

p/s: this post is written after i found out that i cannot go back home this merdeka since the bus tickets were all sold out... Flight ticket is too damn expensive since no direct flight available from penang-trg.. Still wondering whether i will spend the holiday alone at home or i will have solo travel around penang.. Huhu

Struggling. Adapting.

I know im already halfway to finish this prp training. Another 6 months and insyaAllah i`ll be free from this hectic prp life.. It`s an unexplainable feeling that i have now going through all this.. Being alone in a strange place without my family has never been an issue for me before this since i was in high school but now, it`s totally different.. Different environment and different responsibilities. Honestly im missing home sooo much and seeing others went back home on weekend and even those who r lucky to stay with their families, it really makes me feel jealous. How i wish i can work in trg besides my family. But Allah has a better plan for me here. I have to keep believing and moving on until i get to the finish line..

P/s: finding the right time to go back home, even just on weekend is reaaally hard. Lots of things to settle, lots of duty to be done. May Allah ease me and put my heart at peace during this struggle.. Amen..

2014 Wishlist

1. Getting my own car from scratch. That means all the down payment and monthly payment will be done by myself. (Already booked Myvi 1.3 S-Series but still waiting for the loan to be approved before I can receive the car. Oh, and of course it will have Penang plate and it will be a reminisence of how I start my career life in Penang.)
2. Explore Penang to the max! Alang2 ddk Penang, of course la kena jalan2.. As people said, Penang is the heaven of food, so I want to try most of the famous Penang food here. Places I especially wanted to go to:

Penang Street Art

Escape AdventurePlay

Bukit Bendera

Batu Feringghi

and of course, the shopping malls! hehe..

3.   Finish my PRP at Hosp Pulau Pinang and continue my career somewhere else, preferably in my hometown. Amin...

4. Kawen? Nah, haven't found my soulmates yet.

5. Gather lotss of money to travel to a different country. The choices are:

Kyoto, Japan

London

New Zealand

So now, who wants to be my travel partner?

PRP di HPP (Hosp Paling Pening)

Salam guys!

Currently I've started working as PRP (Provisional Registered Pharmacist) for a month at Hospital Pulau Pinang. FYI, HPP adalah antara hospital paling tua di Malaysia dan juga hosp kedua terbesar selepas HKL. Even KPF pn ckp kat kitorg on the 1st day, "Welcome to Hosp Paling Pening!". So, agak2 bley bayangkan la kan workload kitorg camne.. Huhu.. Oh, and there's no handphone coverage throughout some parts of the hosp, including the Pharmacy Dept so any messages and call cannot be reached during office hour.. Haha.. 

Overall, PRP yang ditempatkan kt HPP termasuk aku ade 18 org, xtermasuk bdk2 IMU yg msk awal sebulan and I guess there's more to come next month. Alhamdulillah, kami berlima dari UIA sume dapat HPP so in term of cari housemate dan rumah sewa, dpt diselesaikan dgn kadar yg agak segera.. 

So, the 1st month in HPP, kami 18 org ditempatkan sekaligus di Outpatient Dept. Sile bygkan lorong kecil yg dipenuhi dgn rak2 ubat disempitkan lagi dgn kehadiran kami.. Mule2 mmg kena marah teruk gak la, sbb menyesakkan ruang, dahla byk salah mase filling and labeling ubat.. But as times goes by, kami jadi semakin fasih la tp kdg2 still buat salah... Hmm, human do make mistakes right? 

Being the first time staying in Penang, it's a new experience to me. Here, u can totally feel the environment of "1 Malaysia". There's indians and chinese everywhere. And I could even say, it does look like Malay is the minority here. I never have Indians and chinese friends, so I guess this is the right time for me to make friends with them. But, sometimes we feel left out and feel a bit insecure as when they talked among them in their languages mentioning about PRPs and sometimes they discuss things in chinese with the chinese PRPs. So, it kinda quiet unfair for us, actually. However, they're nice people and they're always willing to help us whenever we asked them. So, I'm grateful to have been placed here and hopefully, I can learn many things here and bring it together with me as FRP in new hospital next year, hopefully in Terengganu.. :)

p/s: Tetiba rase homesick and jeles bila tgk orang dekat2 bley balik rumah time weekend.. Huhu.. Nak balik jugak tp since gaji xmsk lg and there's no direct flight to KT, kena plan and survey harga tiket btol2 sebelum balik.. Nak mtk cuti mcm susah je nk dpt.. huhu