Happy or Sad Ending??

alhamdulillah, while writing this entry, i'm currently on my cozy bed in a small room in a small wooden house with my sister sleeping on my side.. hehe.. that means, I'm at home!! after all the tense and the last-minute studying for the final exam, skrg da bley bersuka ria n bermalas2an kt umah.. but it won't be long.. ari selasa ni da kna start 2wks attachment kt the best pharmacy ever in kt, Pharmacy Lim.. nasib baik sekejap jek sehari.. better than wasting my time kt umah doing mende2 lagha.. hehe..so, xnk ckp pnjg2 psl exam ri2.. I've done my best, so now leave the rest to Allah.. cume bley berharap lecturer2 yg semak kertas 2 lembut hati, dpt bg markah kesian sbb jwpn ntah pape.. huhu..

berakhirnye final exam utk sem ni, that means the end of our journey as a sem 1 3rd yr student.. fuh.. pejam celik pejam celik dah 3 thn msk pharmacy ni.. mcm br smlm jek rase g kuantan, angkat tgn bg nama nk tukar pharmacy.. haha.. n baru merasa msk thn baru wpon arini da 15 hb januari.. hehe.. a new year has come.. 2012.. I'm 22 this year.. can't wait to see what stores for me this year.. more hardships n stress, maybe?

looking back at the past, honestly aku rase, in 2011, I've learnt so many things and experiences that I've never gained before.. let's see...

1. I've traveled quite a lot last year.. especially during the 5 months holiday.. xde la byk sgt pon, n bukannye g jauh2 oversea pon.. lg2 bile ade minah 2org 2 tumpang umah aku for almost 2 weeks, ape lg.. g meronggeng la.. seriously, thanx 2 them jugakla aku bley g jln2 wpon area dekat2 jek.. nk ajak family aku, dyorg bukannye kaki jln.. so, kitorg smpt la pg taman tamadun islam (yg ni aku da boring pergi), pulau kapas (1st time snorkeling! n plg best, snorkeling pki seluar jeans.. duh!) n guided tour kt masjid kristal.. special kot.. pas2 travel ngn family.. since family aku bukannye kaki jln, kitorg mmg xbyk g bercuti.. klu plan nk g mane2, mesti dah half-way planning, cancel.. haih.. mmg hancur luluh la hati aku setiap kali jd cm2.. tp mase cuti ri2, kitorg secara xtersengaja pergi jln2.. mule2, g bukit tinggi.. 2 pon tetiba je nk singgah sbb kitorg dr bentong.. pas2, g melaka.. ni pon sbb akak aku tetiba dpt call kna g iview kt kolej risda, so aku n parents aku ikut, n kitorg stay kt a famosa resort.. so, smpt la aku n akak aku main air kt a famosa water world 2.. hehe.. seriously best.. n lastly, g srwk.. ni pon secara last minute kitorg g booking tket flight.. tp xbest sgt, sbb kitorg ddk kt umah abg aku jek.. xde jln2 pon.. setakat beli brg kt sibu jek.. tp okla drpd xg langsung..

~me n my sister b4 basah lencun main air~

~with my beloved boyfriend kat Bukit Tinggi~

~kami bertiga kat Pulau Kapas~

2. 3rd year pharmacy student - Clinical Pharmacy! subjek ni memerlukan kitorg pergi ke hosp, jupe patients and interpret their lab test.. mule2, pening2 n cuak gak la nk jupe patients.. pas2 lme2 ok jek.. tp part yg xbest is the report n the presentation.. standard la bdk pharmacy, report merata2.. fuh.. pjg cite sbnrnye klu nk ckp psl CP ni, dr kes groupnye, lecturernye, presentationnye, quiznyer.. mmg xkan abes.. tp secara konklusinye, aku dah start nmpk role of pmcist ni nnti kt hosp n the challenge that will awaits us bile da grad nnti.. syukur sgt2 sbb aku dpt group members yg komited, cooperate and supportive.. langsung xde masalah.. :) n not to forget, 1st tyme OSCE, counsel patient on asthma n chemo.. haha.. makcik "Kelly", xkan ku lupekan wajah mu yg blur yg menyebabkan aku ckp melayu.. hehe..

3. Jadi class rep utk Sem 1/Year 2 and also Quiz Coordinator for 3rd National Pharmacy Quiz 2011.. due2 tanggungjwb ni agak berat sbnrnye.. both memerlukan aku communicate with the lecturers and not to forget, communicating with other people especially the coursemates.. it's

hard to fulfill other people's expectations, but I've tried my best.. pernah la ju

gak kdg2 terganggu emosi n tertumpah air mate mase galas tanggungjwb ni, tp it doesn't matter coz that's what makes me stronger.. sometimes, aku terfikir, lykke aku pgg jwtn ni, sbb honestly I have to admit, there are times when I can't work well under pressure.. thanx to my colleagues for giving me supports especially during that time.. I'll try to improve myself next time..

2 je kot mende2 yg plg significant bg aku for 2011.. byk jer mende2 kecik lain yg happened.. but i won't write bout it.. and as usual, bile dtg thn baru, mesti org ckp psl azam baru.. aku? juz want to be a better person from day to day.. jadi mcm mereka2 aku yg aku kagumi n buang karat2 jahiliah dlm diri ni.. generally 2011 brings a happy ending to my life, tp i'm not sure bout the exam part.. is it going to have a happy ending too? i really2 hope so.. how i wish life can be easy as the fairy tale, where they will live happily ever after.. but is it going to happen in reality? only Allah knows..