It's Suffocating

i'm suffocating..

tired..

my body say: "Why do I have to do all this? Don't u feel tired?"

my mind say: "Oh! Please give me a break!"

but my heart say: "Just go on.. Do what u are supposed to do.. It's your responsibility to do all this.. Just do it and try to have fun with it.."

And of course, body and mind have to follow what the heart says..

and this is where I am now, doing all the job I have to do;

quizzes, just say when and how many topics, I'll bear with it..

society works, just say what u need and I'll prepare it..

coz that's what I do best..

juggling between works and study have never been easy..

Bear with it! :)

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (al-Baqarah: 216)

p/s: sometimes I feel bad coz I can't really say what I want and I can't show what I feel.. oh, can somebody help me how to be strict and nice and make others listen at you at the same time?

Monday Blues

urgh!!!!! dunno why tapi tetiba aku rase xde mood mlm ni.. huhu.. last few days aku rase penat sgt angkut2 brg, ulang alik sports complex-grand hall-mahallah-kop.. alhamdulillah, arini dpt qadha' tido and rehat puas2..

tapi, tetiba jek ptg tadi aku rase cam xde mood.. kurang dopamine and serotonin kot.. last2 call umah nk dgr suare those two beautiful boys:

alih2, bdk ni baru bgn tido n tengah tgk kartun.. of coz la xnk layan aku.. huhu.. seyesly.. tetiba rase nk balik umah main ngn dyorg.. huhu..

fortunately, minggu ni ade 1 jek kuiz (ari jumaat, kire lambat lg la.. hehe..) and ade sehari cuti.. tp, klas agak full gak la.. and this weekend kena jage booth ipha sempena i-Fest kat Megamall.. seems like xley rehat lg lah weekend ni.. tp nk wat cmne, nak merungut pon xley, 2 dah amanah and tanggungjwb Allah bg.. InsyaAllah, klu kite permudahkan urusan org lain, Allah akan permudahkan urusan kite.. kla, nk susun nota utk quiz and bace buku yg beli kat bookfair ri2 utk naikkan mood blk.. oh and btw, pesanan ikhlas utk sesape yg selalu moody, klu tgh2 moody 2, jgn lah lepaskan ke'moody'an anda kat org lain yek, xpsl2 org tu tgh epy tetiba jd down sbb xpsl2 kna marah.. :)

till then,bye!